SHAGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Super legs' workout kills man, but it's a good thing we didn't have to run kilometres :D Shooters' shooting program was good, well at least I liked it.

Oh and we got pumped 160x for ear sticks and shirts tucked out. Seeeeee la, no more ear sticks! Hahahah, during trgs.
And mt's leaving for 4-5 days from 3rd-7th which means, there would be more self trgs to come. Now I totally detestttttttttt self-trgs. One, quarrelling and two, we won't know if we're doing smth(e.g. drills etc) correctly. I hope that team talk was worth it, caught my wave?

Lit test tmr is being postponed to next tuesday and there's no trg tmr! But, I still have to shoot and am going to. Happy man, finally I can catch some beauty sleep! BUT, theres still gna be chem ))))):
&I haven't started, at all, YET.

Right, goodbye.

So our supposing-only-lobs trg turned out that we did circuits too -___-
I swear it was terribly tiring. I was so not prepared and not forgetting, my shit stamina adding onto the load. I've been wanting to have good stamina since day one, but I'm just too lazzzzzy to run eve-ry-day.
Oh well.

Trgs on tuesday, wednesday and friday.

Team talk was good, at least we talked it out, our behaviour, our discipline, everything. Ming Yue and I wanted to pretend quarrelling but failed. It ended off by Rachel spitting/showering her saliva on me. Yes, saliva. Eeeeeeeeew!

Next, please take care of yourselves. Do not fall sick, prevent twists, sprains, muscle pulls, aches, overstretched/torn ligaments annnnnnnd, clumsy falls which are quite nasty sometimes. The one like lh's is urgh.

Okay and it's kinda sad how we have 4 tests this week ): History tmr, Chemistry&Lit on wednesday and Amath on thursday. Now thats 3days in a row. I'm so gna have to burn the midnight oil. Speaking about that, I've yet to study for my hist. Dang, sch's so not-fun at sec3 and most definitely worst at sec4. Oh how I miss my honeymoon years sec1&2, where life was so easyyyyyyyyy and you could do with a pass even without revising much.

I'm gna end, goodbye.

WAVY FRINGES!


COVERING HER UNGLAM PIMPLES!


ANNOYED =X


ML, STOP LOOKING AWAY!


ALL ENDS WELL :D




TRUCKLOAD LOVES!

HELLO AND GOODBYE.



I'm losing you, you and you. It's funny how I lost three at a go, perhaps that's just life.








YOU'RE SO IRRITATING PLEASE.




What a random post.
By the way, I love my team.


I guess it means alot to me, I can't lose this, no.
We're all sorry, Mrs Tan.









I haven't any idea what the hell I'm posting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG YI!

Let this be the last, please.

To be perfectly honest, this is one of the many times I feel she's right. I admit to everything and am guilty about it right now.

I used to resent her alot, feel that whatever she does is biased against me, but for this I can't help but agree. Self-trainings, so what if she's not there. I think I've repeated this a million times, serious. Yes, we can laugh or joke about something at times, but most definitely not fool around the entire trg or drill. Proper passes in front and not onto the players' face or behind, I think this is repeated constantly every trg but why isn't it improving? Eyes on the ball and drive hard, but why are there still dropballs? Okay, sometimes it's because of the pass and it leads that back to proper passes. You see Li Mei joking around before trgs and during drink breaks, but she is focused during trgs. I don't see why the rest can't. I'm not saying like I'm perfect and serious all the time, but at least that's how I feel about self-trgs. I want to move on, I want to improve and I hope everyone does too. TeamNV, strive to achieve. You want it, you work hard for it. You want to be in the final12, you train hard. Basics is important girls. Let's do it together as a team of 20.

Serious, focused and train hard during self-trgs.
I want Top4 next year, let's all work towards it.


*No offences.

All that I ever was is gone. That passion and enthusiasm, well maybe its just for a day. I hope it is cause I dont know how am I gna play well anymore.

I used to be so hyper and excited when it comes to it but now, its more of a responsibility. Like I'm supposed to go kind of thing. No longer the I want to go anymore. What's wrong? I dont know either.

I hope it subsides.


And I know I've moodswings but sometimes the things they do on court makes me mad. And whenever you tell them, they'll just answer/acknowledge you with a nod, trying to convey a msg 'yeah I understand' but the next thing you know, they're making the absolute same mistake again! Or maybe worst. And after playing so long of netball, they still dont know what kind of a ball to throw to the person receiving. Delivering it straight into the hands of the defender. No silly mistakes is almost impossible cause till now theres actually still FOOTWORK! Like in Bdivision already. When it comes to drills we've done a million times, they can still be blur about it and ask you. Like you mean you've short-termed memory or that forgetful? Not to mention passes. I need smart play, smart passes and vision in this team, but it seems so far from reach. I want to go far next year, we will? Oh well MAYBE.

I guess thats the reason why I've lost my passion and enthusiasm temporary. Team NV, do you want to go far?

Shaggggggggggg. I'm tired.









TEAM BLAST: SECOND ROUND! :D LOVES!

Firstly, I will not remove that post.

Next, lucks to both teams tomorrow, second round everyone! Rest well tonight. Jia You :D





And to Team Blast: Remember everything on court tomorrow alright? Don't think too much, focus and play our game. Easy/smart/good passes infront of player and strong catches! Strong takes. Work it out babes! :D Rest well tonight y'all. Plenty of water.
We'll play as a team, all 9 of us, no more no less. Teamwork girls, loves.



Goodbye.

I'm so pissssssssed man. It's so unfair la. She's supposed to be fair, well, I thought she was until, now. Definition of unfairness? _________________________________.
I don't wish to mention.

And I absolutely hate ppl who keep pushing/contacting me when NO CALL IS MADE/BLOWN! I know I've contacts and obstructions but the difference is, why do I get blown everytime and not her!? I was so friggin' pissed. Just yesterday, esther caught a ball when tingting intercepted and contacted, no call was made, still their posession. But today, rachel intercepted an almost alike ball and she was blown for contact? What is fair?

Whatever okay. It was just almost, I changed my opinion about you, &now?
Our team is obviously better? Bull shit tingting, bull shit. Trust you to say that.



And if she were to read, then too bad. Result of having 2teams, conflicts.
You should have known better.

HELLO ]:

I'm bloooooody disappointed over ____. You caught me, you really did. Whatever it is I'm still praying that it'll turn out the way I expected. Oh well, if it doesnt then I'll just have to kiss it goodbye &that will be the end.

I dont like trg today cause I sucked. Like my shots were not going in ]: So discouraged please. I've been shooting y'know. Urgggggggghhh I dont know whats up with that.

And I'm still praying like very very very hard! Please God, give me one chance to achieve. I'll love you even more.

Goodbye.
AND THANKS TO KY FOR THE SKIN! :D


OUT.

School was alright, H&F was fun 'cause we played badminton &the shuttlecock hit Jean's head twice! Hahahahahahah :D
Trg's been postponed to tomorrow 'cause some had chemistry enrichment which I apparently attended for 45 mins.

And we're a team, what's with cliques? You've got them you're good?




Goodbye.

I don't wna do this anymore, I don't wna be the reason why.








I didnt taggggg ):

Pesta's in a weeks' time : D


Trg today was bad because only 12ppl came >:[ Thats so upsetting. So we did passes, ran 1km windsprint and drills. Am pissed with ____ because they dont know the meaning of easy-pass and ball-first. Suckiest trg yet.
After that played a lil' courtgame with the sec1s. Ming Yue &I went to look for MsXu regarding pesta &I think theres only gna be one team : D I'm so happyyyyyyy! Oh and I skipped sch today cause I couldnt wake up &had sorethroat &I wanted to skip amath test, but everyone friggin' had to tell me the test was easy ): And I completed 3 IT tests alr! 75% for word, 88% for both outlook &powerpoint! Okay but almost all was done by joanne and 'mrbasketballer' la. But i'm still contented! I hope trg's on tuesday next week cause I've chem enrichment on monday. I dont wish to skip trg.

Went to meet mom at whitesands for dinner &I bought a pair of slippers : D Shopped awhile &homed. Oh &there's so much to giggle today! Hehehheheheh.

"Don't use one hand if you cannot."
"Eh? Where's he bringing us to?"
: DDDDDDDD

Okay goodbye!

My throat's so painful now.

Bugis with esther tmr for dental : D

Goodbye.

Hello world!

I love trg today cause Esther didn't come! Hahahahahhahaha no y'know i'm just kidding right! She's my passes partner! :D
So, ran 1km! :D Stretched, agility, passes and team ball-drills. New shooters' movements/rotations in the circle &courtwork! Oh &I was so friggin' pissssssed with ___ please! It's just a simpleeeeee pass! Two attackers &one defender, moreover i was blocking the defender -_______-

She insisted on that no-strength, ten-thousand-years-floatingggggggg pass >:[

No more trgs this week but we'll still have to do our runs, passes &shooting! Train hardddddd mates! We're all in this together! (:

JIAYOUJIAYOU!

Goodbye!
Oh &I'm angry with Dominica! ]:

I have alot to post today, &since val said my posts are short.

Trg today was disastrous because of my shots &the weather adding on to it. I like playing shooter but I can't shoot. My shots are not consistent. Since sec1 till now, I've changed a million shooting styles, but none works for me. She told me to use single hand, &now she said I could practise with both hands too. Now that shows how much my shooting suck ):
More improvements. &trgs, I think this team can do so much more. No more footworks &contacts please. &I would appreciate if y'all can concentrate more during drills and not chitchat &laugh. Esp tingting & mlzs. &I'm begining to feel like I'm deproving.

DOMINICA TAN! YOU BETTER KICK THAT IDEA OF YOURS AWAY OR ELSE! I WOULD VERY MUCH WANT TO RESPECT YOUR DECISION BUT NO I CAN'T. WHAT ARE YOU GNA DO WITHOUT NETBALL? IT'S NOT REALLY YOUR DECISION ONLY AFTERALL. PLEASE DONT. YOU'VE LOST PASSION &YOU'RE TIRED? WHAT ABOUT ME? I'VE BEEN PLAYING NETBALL FOR 6YRS SINCE P3. I THINK IT'S NOT MUCH OF A NO-PASSION OR TIRED THING, IT'S YOURSELF, YOUR MIND. THINK IT THROUGH, I NEVER WANT TO LOSE A GDFRIEND/TEAM MATE LIKE YOU ):
TRUST ME, I'VE BEEN IN THIS BEFORE LAST YEAR, I SKIPPED TRGS BECAUSE I THOUGHT I LOST PASSION &I'M TIRED, BUT IN THE END IT ALL STILL COMES BACK TO YOU.

WHAT'S YOUR REASON? CALL ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS.

Goodbye.

Literature class :D
Sec3s at the Airport
I'm still very tall (:
Valerie &Ming Yue
Look at Li Mei's face! : D

So Ms Loo left for philipines already.

Woke up at friggin' 0515am, bathe &cabbed to downtown to meet Clarabelle. Esther's dad came to pick us up a while later &off to the airport. Bid goodbye, hugged &stuffs and back to school. Lesson's were oh-so-boring throughout.

After school accompanied Esther to her dental appointment &she forgot where to alight! She seriously doesnt have sense of direction.

Trained back to compass for dinner &homed.

Trg tmr at 3pm. No more injuries please.

Ms Loo's leaving tomorrow &we'll be seeing her off ):
I hope she'll be back by a month.

Trg at 0630am today, zao an ni hao came for I-dont-know-what reason and we were forced to do our whoosh on national television -____- It was damn funny 'cause Li Mei made up a new whoosh/cheer. Okay and we trained after that till around 9am. I missed the IT session again. I hope there isnt a make-up lesson.
Bathe, lunched &back to class. Physics test today was okay although I think I'm gna fail. Damned.

Mei Ling's hse for mahjong and homed.
We're going to the airport tomorrow! : D




COL NO MORE.
I won't make those mistakes again.
&even if I do, Li Mei will smack me. Hhahah.


Goodbye.

Sch starts tmr again ) :

Went to Amy's house today to do up the notices on the netball notice board &Ms loo's farewell card. Sad that shes leaving, leaving the sec1s &all but I guess she'll be back real sooooon : D Played a little mahjong &left with esther to queensway for my shoes. Trained back to compass to get some stuffs and homed.

I want trgs soooooon. I hate drifts ) :
&to dominica! Cheeeer up okay.

Gooooodbye.