I hate goodbyes.



And I'm buried in textbooks all day. Oh bummer. Mugging's never good and I feel like no matter how much I read up on, I'm still gna flunk my sciences. Now if that happens, I don't know what will become of me. Disappointments from my parents and her. I know what she expects of me, and I know she'll be disappointed to know that, I've done no better than mid-year.

Third and fourth quad used to be our best, but not anymore for me. I so want to do well, but seems like everything's going to waste. I hate to lose this. I can't afford to.

I doubt my dad is going to allow me to continue netball if I do badly. It's not bringing me anywhere.

I feel like a useless bum, 'cause not only I can't do well in studies, I'm not a good player too.
I don't have a goal in life, maybe I do, but it's all tarnish by my disasterous performance in sch work and netball. What exactly can I do? I don't know.

I hate to say this, but maybe I'm just not made for netball. Perhaps I haven't tried hard enough for studies, it's time.

&again, if I don't do well, I know I cannot play netball, perhaps anymore. Oh well. What comes around goes around. Even if I get to play, I may not get in, it's all predestined I guess.


It still matters alot to me though.

I'm so sorrrryyyyy Li Mei, I left you for lunch D:

Hahahaha, but you baked cookies without me! You're so gna give some of it to me (:
Okay, I'm determined to run next week. Seriously.

And I'm gna mug as much as possible until exams are over. I'm gna persevere all through. For trgs &for myself, I am gna do it!




I'll not update my blog anytime soon. Goodbye &mug hard y'all.

OUR PHYSIO!

LOVE.

I screwed Physics SPA! Oh my goodness D:

Guess I'm only gna update once a week, won't go online often, eoy's just 2weeks away D:


Alright, so I've decided t ignore those nasty remarks alr :/ It ain't pleasant you see. Bet you'd hate it happening t you. Oh well.

Mug hard for eoy team mates :D I look forward t trgs, soon.






I think you're drifting further from us alr. I finally understood what they meant. I witnessed it, I did. Maybe after some time, you'll threaten t quit just like how she did :/ Now that's bad.

Week 1 of term 4 ended and it's the worst week i bet. Trainings aside, sch was bad.

Am upset theres no more trgs 'cause I love trgs :D Now I've t switch t study mode D: November, come quickly! I so look forward t trgs (:

Many tests are over, more t come next week. Dreaded term 4, man it just sucks.


I hope it'lll die off soon, but I know it's highly impossible ]: But its okay, I admit for what I've done, no more next time. Now it's all about trust. Don't label me just yet. I hope everything will be back t normal, soon. I'm not the only one who did it, besides. I just don't understand why.

Yeah it's just a short post 'cause my blog's dying alr. I know it Limei [: Won't be updating so soon cause exams are coming D: I want t do well. I don't want studies t be a bar me from trgs, I'll jump off a building. Okay I'm joking, but netball &trgs are an important part of my life. I'm sure it is for my team mates too.
So study hard y'all. We can do it alright, we'll train tgt again very soon! I love y'all :D

Two days since school started and it hasnt been going very well. I had 2tests in just 2days D: Moreover, I didnt study for it so I'll expect a super bad grade. Well well.

Trg tday, did some basketball drills! :D Uber cool la, first time. Then we did stopping a players' run, defending and stuffs, ended with tag-ball. My group-apples won! YAY! We didn't have t run suicide. Awwwwwww :/

Did aps and pushups, rp for bbt and home. Physics quiz tmr D: I pretty much dislike now, with endless assignments and many upcoming tests and EOY, its just -______- I hope december will come soon!

Trg on friday :D



So they didnt post about us. I'm surprised, seriously. Been talking about it during lit though. Whatever it is, SEE YOU ON COURT. I'll not take losing [:

NOLEEN!

PREMILA!

Trinidad&Tobago's GD/GK!

CRYSTAL ANN GEORGE!

MRS WENDY TAN! (Somehow, she looks damn familiar!) Hhahaaha.


How I'd wish for a summer break D: One week's too short!
&My stomach's still weak ]: Food poisoning? Perhaps.

So Sg won Trinidad Tobago. 5nations champion (:

Still, I loveeeee Tobago's GD/GK! Her elevation's like woah, and her ability t defend &t stretch! Super good. Hope they'll do well in World Champs.

One week gone, just like that D: School's starting and with EOY examinations just 3weeks away. Sometimes I really wna run away t hide ]: But it'll be over soon, I hope. I wna do well in my studies this semester :D

I've only done my amath hols' hmwk. I'm gna finish up my work by tmr &enjoy my last day.

Goodbye.

I missed tday's trg because I had a WEAK STOMACH.

Pain since last night all the way till tday D: I couldnt even sleep la. And am still puzzled why theres no reply, maybe its bad mood. Oh well.

I missed Sg vs Sri Lanka's game as well, but its okay. I'll be going tmr, if I feel better. So holidays are coming t an end and I've yet t complete most of my work. It's gna be studies studies &more studies. No netball until after the exams ]: It'll be over soon.

Alright, goodbye.

Trg tday! Did stuffs like balancing, accuracy and many other stuffs. Didnt go for tday's matches cause trg ended lateeee. Rp for bbt, compass for dinner and home.

5nations tmr and Trinidad&Tobago players rocks socks! They are effing good :D The team's just awesome, all 7 are good.

:D

Somehow, I think that my shooting hasnt improved. &My jumps are uber lousy D: Ca-pi-tan Ming! How!


Goodbye.

Chris, I remember you for your small eyes :D

Alright. TeamSg won both matches so far and Trinidad&Tobago on the same par. Trinidad&Tobagos' are damn skilled! [:


Trg yesterday and we did rolls. Shooters' shot approximately 605 shots and my arms are aching like mad, lol. Nah just kidding. Not that bad la :x
Trg later at 0230 and we've t shoot again ]: But it's alright.

Goodbye!

Slept at 12 last night &yet I'm up so early.

Right, was on the phone with Mh last night and it feels great! I miss those days, where we would call up each other just to talk about random stuffs. And yeah we'll talk again real soon, we have many things to talk about, esp about 'spiderman' & your 'skinny love'! Hahahaha, I hope she doesn't see this :x

Just thinking about trgs with the sec4s just makes me smile. The tough times, funny moments and our drills. Esp shooting with Yh, Pam, Chris, Joanne &Mei Ling. Yh &I would always be the shorter shooters among all of them [: Pam &I would miscount our shots everytime, Yh &I doing erratic movements, Chris &her 1-20 method -__-, Mei Ling's coldness and Joanne's auntie-moments. I remember me &Mh doing speedy warmups all the time, and our after-trg lunches. Its just amazing how we've grown, how we've moved so far with conflicts at the start. Perhaps that made us stronger, and made us what we're tday. I guess I've learnt t treasure. To the whole 20 of us, cheers :D I love y'all.

I've been thinking over whatever they said. But I can't make up my mind. I dont know if shes such a person. Oh well, let see what comes by, I'll accept it. I'll be alright.

I am unwritten, I can't read my mind, I'm undefined.

moodswings

waywaywaywayway down D:

i can't pick myself up any further

i'll just ignore

you bitch

Oh and I'm contented with top8 cause we know we could have won, just bad umpiring. So no regrets! :D

I'd rather lose with better skills than win by luck.

And and and, Ming Yue's my new love! YAY! Captain Ming! Hahahaha, Yu Hui, I know you're contented with your fire extinguisher! And Li Mei.. go for Vice-cap Soo :D LOL.

Earlyyyyyyy dinner, we had VEGETABLES, SERIOUSLY. Heh.
I know Ming Yue loves me!

Bad play, bad shots, bad moves. Inconsistency D:

Suck, we could have gotten top four! >:/ Super bad umpiring. The most obvious was the out of court ball. Damned, I swear that umpire suck. Oh man, top four-gone. Lost by one, because the fat umpire suck, I seriously think umpires like her should just quit their job and do smth else cause they obviously ain't good enough, like seriously. Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, wasted, my last year! D':

But I'm over it, cause I know its not our full strength and we can do much much better. North Zone, we'll be back, stronger than ever. Right, Mei Ling? :D I swear I'll beat T______ & D____! It was so sarcastic, 'why must you hurry? don't rush, we're up what, dont rush.' Uhhhh whatever. I'm so determined t trash you and your buddy's team.

Alright team, good play tday [: But it's time t brush up and train hard! Our lesson learnt, no more silly mistakes. Accept this and move on. Keep on going girls! JIAYOU! :D